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by Cabe » Wed Sep 03, 2008 12:45 am
well, that's the sticking point. I have a confluence of monetary matters descending on me. I am currently dead in he water with my career as I just took on my first art agent ever and he is renegotiating my deals with all my clients, so I have yet to know how many clients I will lose or keep and even then how much more $ I will be making or will the ones that leave balance out the pay of the ones who stay and keep my income the same? Or will I lose all of them and be super effed for a few weeks?I also have to move this month because by the end of next month my first child is due, my future in laws and my fiancé want to be in a new home by due date.
but i cannot choose a new rent home because i don't want to get locked into a lease I cannot afford after client negotiations, nor do I want to settle for some crappy hut when I could have had a sweet pad if my agent does his job and hits the right buttons.
so
all my income is tied up in negotiations. I have no savings because of back taxes that will soon be paid off, I need to have rent by the 5th, 500 to the IRS by the 15th still some bills form last month which will become pink slip in a few weeks, the cost of keeping her insured for her and the baby, my car insurance is due soon and I already paid my Texes heat 360 dollar electric bill. 500 to a co-pay 500 to IRS for last month 242 for her insurance 125 to phone and her birthday was this past weekend. Oh and she is eating everything as long as we don't have it here, she needs stuff brought home while what I did buy bores her appetite after a few days...and ....well.. you know.
right now (though I feel it when i think of selling the tank) is not the time to become sentimental over a toy tank....sorry I had to reduce it to such unflattering terms.
it is now on ebay with a $200 buy it now which with take care of 1/10th of my problems unless my agent calls me with news that at least says I can start painting for income no matter what that income is. But that $200 (if I get it) will be in the bank to deflect the first threat that comes our way like a possible overdraft or angry utilities bill collector, even though I am not more than a month behind on any bill, they have a short temper these days for some reason.
so I might have a lot of free time to paint tanks. I just hope some day I can get another tiger tank and do another paint like this, next up I have a sherman and I am interested in what I can pull of with it. First I have to finish my current commission from gearbox software, they hired me to do paintings for their Brother's in Arm's Hell's Highway release party on the 5th, which I should get the remainder of that pay that night
sheesh, I need a rest.
see my art and model gallery at http://www.cabebooth.com